Dreams chapter 2

Chapter 2

I was looking around in the pantry to find something to make, but found nothing. I stood back up- I was sitting on the ground while Jonas looked at the cuber- and said,

" Well….there's nothing good here, so, I'll be right back, I'll head out to get something."

"I'll tag along." Jonas chimed. I rolled my eyes as I smiled. I help Jonas up, whom was sitting also, as I grabbed my keys, money, and Cell phone. I walked out the door, shutting it on Jonas. I laughed a little as I ran to my car, getting into it. I turn it on, as Jonas came up to it. I backed up, scaring him, as I laughed harder. I unlock the doors, as he got in, his check huffed up. I laughed as I turn on the music, as I pulled out the driveway. On the little road trip, Jonas sang, but when the song 'Saturday' came on, I turn it.

"What's with that?" he asked.

I shrugged, then said calmly. "Not one of my favorite song's by you." I smirked.

"Oh, and why is that?"

"I just don't, ok?" I said, as the song, 'Dota (club mix)' came on. This I knew all the way. I sang along with Jonas, whom was very impressed with knowing all the timing with the words. After a few of his songs, I pulled into 'Wal-Mart's' parking lot. I got out, Jonas also. We hurried into the store, when I passed the cake area. I stop and looked over the counter, seeing the all to formlier friend on mine.

"Jacob~" I sang out, as he turned around. He waddle his way over to me, out from behind the counter and hugged me. "Hey hey! You're going to get cake on my shirt, again" I growled playfully. I shoved him back, as he tried to bite my hand. "No!" I yelled, taping his nose. We broke out laughing as Jonas looked away from us.

"So Alyssa, who's this?" Jacob pointed over to Jonas, whom looked up at Jacob.

"Jonas" I said sweetly, and smiled at Jonas.

"You're boyfriend?" he asked. My face flushed as I glared at him. He rolled his eyes, laughing to himself.

"God, you would think the 'Basshunter' would date me!?" I said, but, notice a little hurt in my voice. But no one notice.

"Oh, so this Basshunter, hu, well hello~" Jacob smiled, holding his hand out. Jonas took it his hand, as they did a little hand shack.

"Jonas, this is Jacob," I said smiling.

"hello" he said calmly.

"well, I have to go, I got to find something for lunch" I said, as I light tug on Jonas arm. He looked down at me and nodded. We said goodbye to Jacob as we left. I looked around, but found nothing to my liking. "Jonas, do you see anything you want?" I asked. I looked over to him, seeing that he nodded. He turn on his heels and told me,

"wait right here" I waited, and waited…..and waited. I sighed as I looked at the time. 5 pm. Rolling my eyes, and turned around. I let out a scream as Jonas was right there, his face close to mine. I fell down, landing down on the hard ground. I was breathing heavily, as I closed my eyes. I heard him laugh, as I growled, my hand turning into a tight fist. I got up, as I turn my back to him, walking away. How dare he do that to me. I walked away from the laughing singer, when he finally notice that I was gone. He jogged after me, as he grabbed my shoulders, spinning me around. He saw the sadness in my eyes, but most of it was anger. I got out of his grip as I keep walking. He followed, chuckling to himself.

"You think its so funny…" I growled, storming off out the doors. I ran as fast as I could, and, without seeing it, I crashed into my car. My arm hurt, as I griped it with my other hand. Unlocking it, I got in, slamming the door shut. I saw him come my way, as he had a small smile on his lips. I rolled my eyes at him, as I started the car. He got in, before I could lock it on him.

"You ok?" he asked. I shock my head, my hands griping the wheel hard. My knuckles turn white, and Jonas saw. "Alyssa, what's a matter…?" he said, light brush his hand on my arm. I flinched away from him, as I turn my head away from him. He turn off the car, as I was about to say something, but he pulled my finger off the wheel, as a soft 'hushing' came from his lips. He pulled me back to the chair, as he told me to stay. I did. He got out of the car, walking around, so he was now on my side. He open my door, as he gently pulled me out of the car. I looked up at him, as he saw the pain in my eyes. "Now, what's a matter?"

I looked away, mumbling something under my breath. Sighing, he open the back door, pushing me into it. I sat there, my face now blank. He got into the driver side, as he started the car. He pulled out, as he went down the roads. He pulled into 'Chill's' as he parked into a parking space.

"why are we here?" I asked.

"I'm buying lunch" he said, getting out of my car. I rolled my eyes. God, now he's going to 'spoil me'. I sighed, knowing he wont take a 'no'. I got out my car, as he slid his arm around my shoulder, as he walked me into the pace. The waiter sat us down in a little booth, as she handed us our menu. I Ducked under my menu, as I pulled my cell out. Quickly, I text to my friend, telling her to come to chill's. I got a reply, a simply 'k'. I put the cell away, as I went for something cheep. I planed to get the cheese fries, and a burger. Only 7 dollars. Not bad. And, I would get a glass of water. I peeked out over my menu, seeing Jonas just looking up, as our eyes locked. I put my menu down, as I shifted my eyes away from. I looked up at the TV that was over his head, seeing it was hockey. I smiled, seeing the "Red Wings" were playing. I watch, but felt something nudged my leg. I looked down to Jonas, as he smiled, tilting his head every so slightly. I smiled a little, as he winked. I rolled my eyes, but our waiter came, with my friend beside her.

"May I ask if you know this girl?" she asked, as Holly slid into the seat with me, hugging me slightly.

"Yes" I said, along with holly. We laughed, as holly grabbed my ear. The waiter walked away, as Jonas stared at me and holly. "ow~" I whined, as holly let go of my ear. I pouted, as holly put her middle and index fingers on each side of my lips, making so I smiled. I smiled more, without her help, as we both laughed again. I turn to Jonas, smiling a little less. "Jonas, this is Holly, my friend, that I work with."

"hello" he said.

"Jonas, do you mind if holly join us?" I asked, pouting at him. He smiled, as he rolled his eyes.

"why not…" he groan playfully. Holly was planning on getting the same thing as me, so we chatted. I would glance one in a while at Jonas, seeing the he rested his arms on the table, resting his head on one hand, as he watch the TV on our sides. Our waiter came back again, as she took all of our orders. Once gone, Jonas finally said something.

"So holly….You draw with Alyssa…?"

"More like she draws with me. Though, she is the founder of the store of us, I am ahead of her. But, she does a lot of work for us, right?" She said, punching my shoulder lightly. I smiled a little, and nodded, but slap holly's arm. "I've started when I first went to school, while she started around 7th grade, right?" I nodded again. "Her progresses gain fast, faster then mine, as everyday, she would find a new way to make her art look better. She's not bad for a new-be" Holly said, laughing to herself. I rolled my eyes, my stomach growling with hunger. Jonas chuckled along with holly, as he looked back at the TV. I looked up to the hockey game, seeing that the red wings won.

"yes.." I cheered to myself.

"what?" Holy and Jonas asked. I shrugged, smiling to myself.

"my team won" I said, pride in my voice. The two of them chuckle, as I took a sip from my drink. I lean back, watching the two talk, and I smiled. I was glade that they weren't putting me into the spot light anymore. I enjoy some time to think. But with holly…

"hey, Alyssa, did you hear what happen?" holly asked me, turning so she could face me. I frowned, then shock my head. "No…? he purpose!" she squealed. At first I was confused, but then it hit me in the face.

"He did! Holly, let me see it~" She throw her hand at me, as I looked at the ring. It was beautiful, very, but something inside me wasn't right. Then I knew it. Hurt. I smiled at her, trying not to show anything but happiness. After a minute of holly talking, I raised my hand, making her stop.  "I, uh, need to use the restroom, I'll be back quickly." and, without waiting for them to reply, I got up, and rushed to the restroom.

Slamming my fist down on the counter, I use my other hand to run though my hair. I was happy for them, but I was hurt. Badly. I wasn't jalousie, Quincy and I are good friends, and only that. What was bugging me was that, I havent found anyone. I swore I felt my heart crack, as pain shot though me. I knew if I tried to get away from here, they would see me. Sighing, I turn around and sat on the counter, seeing all the stalls open. Happy seeing that was no one was in here, I slam my head back on the mirror. Shutting my eyes, I let out a deep sigh, when the door open.

"Alyssa…?" My eyes shot open, know that voice. Holly. I saw her quickly rush to me, and I felt everything fall apart. I started to cry, as Holly finally was next to me, her arm wrapped around me, as she hugged me. I cried on her shoulder, weakly wrapping my arms around her. She did her simply talking, relaxing to me, and calming my tears. I soon stop, as I sat back up, wiping the left over tears away. "Alyssa…." she started, grabbing my hands. "What's upsetting you…?" she asked.

Sniffing, I replyed. "I hurt holly. I'm very glade he purpose to you…But. I'm hurt about it…."

"That Quincy likes me?!" she asked, hearing the surprise and hurt in her voice.

"No holly, not that. We are all friends, and I am happy with that, and I always want it to be that way, but I'm hurt that you've found someone that loves you, while I'm in the hole, all alone, with no one to lift me out. No one Holly, no one has ever loved me for who I am…."

"I love you Alyssa…" Holly whispered.

"As a friend" I pointed out. "That's different…..very..but..I shouldn't be crying now, Jonas would worry about us." I said, pulling my hands away from her, as I wiped my eyes.

We left the bathroom, as I  sat into the seat, holly getting in after me. I leaned back into the booth, sighing deeply, looking out the window.

"Everything ok you guys?" Jonas asked. Holly and I nodded at the same time.

Our waiter came back again, apologizing for the long wait for our food, and gave our meals to us. I slowly nibbled on my fries, watching the TV.  Everyone was done, but for me. Half of my fires, and half of my small burger. I asked if I could have a box so I could take it home when Jonas asked me,

"You not that hungry?' I shacked my head no, as a little sigh slipped my lips. I leaned back, waitting for the waiter and the bill. I pulled my money out, when Jonas raised his hand, saying, "I'll pay, it's all on me guys." he smiled sweetly, as I rolled my eyes. I let out a small laugh, along with holly, as I paced my lunch/dinner away. We got up, all stiff from sitting for so long, and headed out the doors. Holly hugged me, and said her goodbyes, then left to go to her car. Jonas and I walked quietly back to my car, as he sat in the back this time, my lunch rested on his lap.

The drive was the same, quiet. I knew I had to talk to him, but I just couldn't. Plain as that. I couldn't. Sighing deeply at a red light, I rested more back into my seat, as Jonas spoke.

"Alyssa…?"

"Humm…" I mumbled, turning around to look at him.

"You ok?"

"Yeah, why you ask?"

"well, uh, I don't know, you were quiet for a long time…." he said, slightly rubbing the back of his head.

"well, Just, saying, I am fine, just thinking, about Holly." I said, flashing him a smile. The light turn green, as I speed off.


We got back home, as my dad and mom were sitting outside, chatting together.  They looked up, seeing me and Jonas get out of my car. I took my left over's from Jonas, as I handed one to my mom.

'We went out for lunch, here's some fries for you two." and then, I open the door, letting Jonas come in, as I followed.

We played games for a while, then chat with my dad. My father said yes for having Jonas stay, as I also hugged him, thanking him. Jonas and I carried blankets out to my family's little Pop-up. I was caring lot of blankets, way over my head, as I used my toe to open the door. Jonas laughed at this, as I shot him a glare, making him laugh more. I laughed a little, as I shoved myself into the small door, stubbing in. I throw the blankets and sheets on one bed, as I asked,

"What side?" he chose the right, as I took the sheet, crawling on top of the bed, putting the sheet around the corners. I then had Jonas hand me the next sheet, as I placed it on the bed.

As I turn to ask him to hand me a blanket, I saw blackness. I felt the blanket around me, as I whined playfully at Jonas.

"Hey! Jerk!" I said, pulling it off me. He turn his head, trying to hide his chuckle. "what…!" I growled, as he smiled at me, and walked over to me, as he ran his hand lightly in my hair.

"It was messed up, and it looked cute~" he said, smiling brightly. I rolled my eyes, as I turn my back to him, placing the blanket on the bed. I felt something soft hit my back, as I turn around, only to have a pillow thrown at my face. I glared at him, throwing it back. "hey now!" he laughed, as I took another pillow, hitting him on the face with it. He grabbed my arms, as he shoved me back. I fell back on the bed, laughing.

"Tonto" he mumbled.

"what?" I asked, sitting up.

"Tonto" he repeated, as he poked my nose lightly. "'Tonto' means silly" he said. He laughed more, as I growled at him.

"You're the Tonto!" I said. We laughed some more, and once done, I plopped back down, sighing. My side hurt a little, as Jonas threw himself over me, landing next to me. He chucked at my scared face, smiling to me. I smiled back, as I looked back up, sighing. I rested my arm behind my head, as Jonas did the same.

"Jonas.." I started. He looked over at me, as he raised a brow at me. "Why did you really come here for? I know there are better people that you rather meet" I said softly. "I mean, a famous Sweden singer comes to see someone from across the world.

"I feel like I somehow made you feel guilty for me, so you came. I see NO reason why you came. I'm like, 12 years under you, and you may think I'm still childish…" I said, hurt coming more into my voice the more I spoke. I turn a little away, taking in a deep breath.

"Alyssa, I wanted to meet you, because you were kind, you did spas out from the rest. Yeah, maybe shocked, and happy, but mostly calm. I, well, really wanted to meet you. And, to me, you only seem like 5 years younger than me, I swear.

"is this what's been bugging you?" I shacked my head, still not looking back at him. "then what is it"

"I don't want to say Jonas, I want t only to myself….."

Sighing, Jonas came a little closer to me, as he softly singed in my ear.

"Utan stjärnorna, vad skulle det bli av oss då?
Utan nåt som lyser i skyn vad skulle jag då vila på?
Utan stjärnorna, säg vad vi skulle klara då
utan nåt som lyser upp vår väg,
vem skulle vi då lita på?

för vi får inte glömma att alla stjärnorna är liv,
liv som vi, fast dom lever i en annan värld.
En värld av känslor, där alla själar har en plats
i himmelen, i livets drömpalats, Utan stjärnorna

Utan stjärnorna vad skulle våra hjärtan tro?
Utan det som hjälper oss att se, hur skulle då vår kärlek gro.
Utan stjärnorna skulle du då kunna älska mej,
skulle du då känna dej trygg av att jag är nära dej

för vi får inte glömma att varja stjärna är ett liv,
liv som vi, fast dom lever i en annan värld.
En värd av kärlek, där du och jag kan finna ro, aldrig sluta tro.
På den värld vi lever i. Utan stjärnorna…….."

His arm was around me lightly, as I had my head rested on his pillow, asleep. He smiled at my relaxed faced, as he slowly sat up, crawling over me, so he was off the bed. He pulled me into his arms, as he carried me inside the house. Walking into my room, he laid me down on my bed, and was about to head out my room, when he heard me speake, whom I was mostly talking to myself.

"Hu….?How did I get in here….? Oh well….I should work on my work now…."  I sighed, getting up, still not noticing Jonas, from the dark room. I sat down at my desk, turning on my lamp, as I picked up my pencil, yawning. I rubbed my eyes, then pulled out one of my comic page. I had finished the sheet, and only need to ink. Pulling out my Manga ink pens, I carefully worked my way though the page. Once I was done, I sighed, and was about to work on another, when I felt something touch my shoulder. I flinch, quickly turning around, seeing Jonas. I closed my eyes, letting out a deep breath. "Stop scaring me like that…" I said, yawning.

"You shouldn't be doing your work when you're tried. Go back to bed…" he said, pulling my chair back. Sighing I shock my head.

"No, I have to finish. I only have three more pages to do." I said, smiling a little at him. Rolling his eyes, he nodded, and made his way to my bed. He sat down on it, and watch as I looked around from the rest of my papers.  By the time I Inked them all, I felt like I was dead. I could barely hold my head up, and keep my eyes half open. I forgot about Jonas, so I reach for my lamp, flicking I off, as I rested my head on my desk. I smiled a little, closing my eyes, falling asleep in no time.

I didn't want to wake up. Never. My dream was so nice….I meet Jonas, and he was really sweet to me. The sun hit my eyes, as I groaned in response. I rolled over, blocking my face away from the sun. Slowly, I sat up, my eyes half open. I found myself at my desk, my drawings in a neat stack. Like I left them. I slowly looked around my room, when something caught my eye. I looked at my bed, seeing a huge lump that faced me. My eye brows frowned, as I slowly got up, waddle my way to my bed. I looked over the lump, seeing Jonas relaxed, sleeping face. I smiled a little, happy the dream was turn. I took my blanket, covering him up, and left the room.

I walked in the living room, sitting down on the floor, turning on the TV. I watch the news, seeing that a Fair is going on today. I frown, rolling my eyes, and turn off my TV. My bedroom door open, as Jonas slowly walked out of my room. His messy hair looked cute, lightly covering his eyes, as he let out a small yawn.